Yo!I cant believe tat i'm updating my blog..haha.i'm waiting for my hair to dry so i can slp...anw,O's had ended tis tues.guess what,i had a nightmare on thurs.i dreamt that i had almost all D's and sum C's.omg,and my aggregate was like 40+...the dream was so real.in the dream,i felt that i was feeling....hmm...i dont know how to describe that but i hate that feeling.hmm,the feeling of failure and left out.Its bad bad...Was god trying to give me some hints so that i would not be too shocked on"doom" day?or was dream meant to be the opposite of real life.But no matter what happens,earth still revolves,life will still go on..but but....i dont think i deserve to have all D's because i studied,tried my best and gave my 100%.But who knows anything can happen..i dont want to face the same fate i faced 4 yrs ago.its was a painful process..its was not easy to stand up again from the failure 4 yrs ago i had.I dont want to fall again.Its painful and hurtful for me and my love ones.So,firstly,i must have confidence in myself rite?Well,i should stop brooding over this first. I am enjoying life now bcoz i have been watching some taiwan drama....lol.anw,2 more weeks.I would be able to visit deb in perth.heheh.cant wait...i hope it would be fun and meaningful.But i'm really worried that i would be a disturbance to the family.Because eventually,i am staying at their hse for quite some time and haiz....i'm really worried at the same time very paiseh.haiz.These few days i had been slping til quite late,though i know it very well that slping til late's a bad habit.but..u noe...But it hasnt been total slacking though there had been a little,but quite minimal i would say.i have been helping my mum on some paper work.hehe.she offered to give me salary and she bought me the watch which i had been eyeing on and thinking about all the time.lol.she bought it,i was shocked and touched.Although mommy is busy and rarely listens to what we are saying but i guess she really do make some effort.tt's y she knew it was that watch!Mommy,Love u*!ohya,papa d,love ya too!u r my listener who nv fails to listen to me.however,i hope that you would change a little,like more open and mordernize..but w/o that u r still a great dad.On 19/11 i'll be going for an interview,i'm a little worried.its my 1st interview.hmm...i wonder how izzit like?is it like what we always see on tv?but sad to say i'm only able to work aft 21stdec.ohya,seems like my bro and i are getting along well.i hope as a sis i am able to guide him on the right path.j.y,dont disappoint me ah...lol,doubt he would ever see this.hmm,my sis had been rather stubborn.she's having her PSLE nx yr,i'm worried for her.i Know she's worried too.but worrying doesnt do much help to the grade unless,u do smth abt it.hmm,my little bro ah,sumtimes happiness where u cant get it on earth,sumtimes annoyance.lol.but of coz love him la.he's so cute when he smiles and listen to u.on my love life,its been dead every since...hmm...lol.where's my prince?haha.i'm not rushing into ...yet.let nature take its course(sum1 told me tis)and moreover,i'm still young,i wanna enjoy life!work hard,play hard. =)